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Thursday, November 05, 2020

Things to Do

there are things

that I want to do

but the sludge of the day 

attaches to me

and slows me down

weighs me down

makes me so tired

to just move

and interactions

become heavy

and forced

and the day

drags on empty

and endless

and in the end

I am waiting

to fall asleep

so I won't have to feel 

this way

the heavy emptiness

but with a few rituals

I can turn it around

take control

no longer in the passenger seat

I take the wheel

and steer

and put on a pot of coffee

shower

shave

brush my teeth

and sit to write

and it is this that frees me

and I can finally feel at home

I have so much to rewrite

so much to knock out

I  have scripts to write

and all manner of frivolous 

thoughts to have

it is the luxury of frivolous thoughts

I used to feel ashamed

of wasting my time

with this

vanity

but now

I spend so much time dealing with other's

perplexing needs

that I do not even need to worry about it

giving myself a break

from the necessary and urgent





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